COME TO ME

Effie Gleeman
Dec 30, 2023

待在我身邊,像從前一樣擁抱我離散的靈魂。待在我身邊,像最初悸動時狂熱的心跳。來我身邊,像你最初看見的那個模樣,那個最初的你和我。像最初那樣情不自禁的互相吸引,直到,裂縫出現,我又像回到了最初的那個地方,是癱軟在落葉上的大海中心,對狂風驟雨習以為常,艱難地吸取著太陽的力量。這是種難捱的情緒,連我自己也無法解答,連我自己都無法控制。

我好想忘記好想忘記…我好想記得,好想記得。

Stay by my side and embrace my separated soul as you did before. Stay by my side, like the frenzied heartbeat of the first flutter. Come to me as you first saw me, the beginning of you and me. Attracted to each other as uncontrollably as in the beginning, until, cracks appear, and it’s like I’m back where I started, in the center of the sea paralyzed on fallen leaves, accustomed to violent winds and storms, struggling to absorb the sun’s power. It’s a difficult emotion that even I can’t answer, that even I can’t control.

I want to forget so badly want to forget…I want to remember desperately, desperately…

( To R: There’s a lot of words I’ve been saying in my mind. )

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Effie Gleeman

🦢 Tally the different traces of life blooming. Chinese cherubs in Sydney.